i didn't feel like attempting to put something happy in that last post, so it's seperated. I do have a new boyfreind, and he's amazing, but he lives in colorado, it works well, in a sense, gives me space to get over my ex, but still feel and be loved. um, but i don't think i really want space actually, atleast not as much as i have. i really wanna be close to somebody right now, to feel that again. but there is a good chance he is moving to new york, and i may or may not follow, it would be a great place to start a good culinary career, but it'd be hard, and far away from home. , um, i really don't know, but i hope to get a job soon, and save up to visit him first. i really like him. but i really liked my ex too, and you can see how that went