Okay, soooo heres whats up.

so, like, i need an outlet for my emotions and shit, since my Ex dumped me, i have an abundance of them. Any who, so, like, he threw this party this weekend, and i couldn't go cause i got sick, and it's like he didn't even give a shit, though i guess, why would he? we're just friends right? i dunno i just, i'm pissed at him, i haven't heard shit from him all weekend, and i dunno. anyways, my new anthem is "So What" by P!nk. and i'm sorta going through this phase of, i wish i could redo my previous relationships. so i can't stop thinking about them, and what i could have done better. *Shrug* oh well.